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Me, the Monster


02.17.11 Posted in words to linger on by

Robert CJ Graves’ most recent appearance here was in the form of Monsters. The monster in this poem is of a very different sort than the ones he wrote about in the previous one. This monster is one we writers can recognize if we look in the mirror.

Me, the Monster

By Robert CJ Graves

You may have perceived, madam,

That I have suffered great sickness of mind

to have become so wretched,

but none may conceive the horrors of my toil.


How I worked, oppressed with a slow fever, ’til I collapsed

and slept for thirteen days, dead to all but my dreaming.

When I awoke, I read all my profane fingers had written, 

but my labours offered no more than frustration.


I stopped speaking to my wife in the modern vernacular

as I felt it could not convey the wonder

in my heart, nor the discipline of mind I sought,

and she thought me mad and moved to her mother’s.


Friends and associates alike shunned me like a daemon

upon introduction to my new manner of speech.

Children mocked me, and barmen would not serve me.

Still, the madness of language would not sway.


Night after comfortless night,

day after blistered day,

I must write and write and learn to write

just like Mary Shelley.




4 Responses to “Me, the Monster”

  1. wow! I hope you make it.

  2. bobbie troy says:

    Just do your own thing, Robert!

  3. Kay Middleton says:

    Remarkable – this meant so much to me! ‘…moved to her mother’s… children mocked…’ I’ve been working on historical fiction and the language carries over to my speech. I have experienced the ridicule of which you speak. Reading this was as delightful as a butterscotch sundae with extra whipped cream!

  4. Jean says:

    Congratulations, Robert, on your nomination for Best of the Net!

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